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An Endless Cycle Of Wrenching Pain​.​.​. If Only I Could Feel Hate

by Tears From a Grieving Heart

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1.
Marrowed 13:18
Rotting Pitted Empty The branches shorn;The bark peeling Rotting Scattered Seeping Stripped; uprooted and dying Rotting Naked Barren The surface; knuckled and marred Rotting Infested Hollow Sucked dry of sap; every part unearthed Rotting Pitted Empty
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Drown Eyes like a Glimpse of death Held next to him By my quivering jaw My hair a leash in His massive claws Floating in a haze Held under him By my throat Bathed in flames Starring straight Into hell with him Hands pinned to the ground Severed from my feet I can’t lift my gaze Screaming but with no sound Open mouth, forked tongue, sweet slime Put his teeth into my neck And bled me out Submerged me into inferno Filled my lungs with smoke Sucked out my voice Tracing my contours Leave me here I never had a choice Let me drown I want to drown Drown Bathed in Smoky pools of blue Clawing at my throat Peeling off all The death and rot Searching Yearning Digging Never find any new Burrowed it’s way To my core Built its nest In my guts Made itself home I’ve met god Held me down Reached inside me Ripped out my soul Crushed in his palms Seeds oozing Between his claws I’ll never know love again He’ll never let me love again Drown Every inch of me has become yours You took my bones And built yourself a home Kissed yourself Praised yourself With my tongue You left crop circles in my skin Withered maps tracing All the parts you carved out of me To graph your holes I swallowed my soul Hardened like a stone in my throat Blistering me Hot like it came from hell But it came from you I'd rather set myself on fire Than ever see your face again I deeply and sincerely mean this From the bottom of my heart I hope your afterlife is a reflection Threefold Of the hell you made on earth

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Anger cannot exist without sorrow.

Tears From A Grieving Heart (TFAGH)'s debut full length album.
A mix of funeral doom and sludge that is drenched in grief and seeping with rage.

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released August 4, 2023

Recorded and mixed by Otto Klammer

Mastered by Zach Weeks at GodCity Studios

Tears From a Grieving Heart is:
Mandy Wilkens - Guitar
Michaela (Mike) Bocchino - Vocals
Ty Deville - Drums
Hayley (Haylz) McCarthy - Bass

Cover art by Michaela Bocchino

Acknowledgement and thank you to:
Viridian Sylvae
Otto Klammer
Emma Fox
Colin Ward
James Tripaldi
Mournful Congregation
StellaLuna Bocchino (emotional support cat)

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Tears From a Grieving Heart Boston, Massachusetts

New England Funeral Doom/Sludge

Mandy Wilkens
Michaela Bocchino
Haylz McCarthy
Ty Deville

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